This is the bottom of the bottom. I die. Love is the worst pain. I die. It's indescribable. She was everything. My days. My nights. My smiles. She was my hands. My flame. My cross. I die. It's just indescribable. She was my eyes. My thoughts. My religion. Mary. My sweetness. My affection. My sky. I die. I die. I'm all screwed up. Dying to love. Dying to love. Dying to love. In my silence. I ask your help. Help me. Silently. Silently. Please. Silently. Silently. Silently. Silently. Please . . .